Because It's me..

Kalau ditanya warna favorite ku dari kecil....pasti langsung jawab : pink!!! hehe...

Waktu kecil belum ngerti sih apa arti dari warna-warna yang kita sukai, belum tau kalo warna-warna tsb melambangkan kepribadian kita...

Sekarang...

Sadar banget kalo "gw itu pink bangeettt...."

Pink atau merah muda itu melambangkan pribadi yang menenangkan, lembut dan kalem namun punya pesona yang kuat....

Selain pink, aku juga suka warna merah yang melambangkan keberanian. Walaupun arti dari kedua warna ini bertentangan, tapi menurutku kombinasi kedua warna ini cewe banget...Kombinasi warna pink dan merah melambangkan kepribadian umum para wanita, yang walau lembut hatinya namun juga seorang figur manusia yang kuat yang menjadi pendukung keluarga, suami dan anak-anaknya...

I choose the sweet & cheerfull VAIO E 14P with pink color because it's me..

Terlihat semburat warna merah ceria diantara kelembutan warna pink yang berseri cantik dalam design nya yang membuatku langsung terpukau...I love her at the first sight because it's me...Walau hadir dengan design merah muda yang lembut dan cantik namun performance nya tangguh dan bisa diandalkan karena dilengkapi dengan generasi ketiga Intel Core i7 CPU Ivy Bridge dengan AMD Radeon HD 7670M GPU diskrit (VRAM 1GB) wooowww!!! Baterainya juga tahan hingga 5,3 jam.. really, it's superbbb!!

Sama seperti notebook terbaru keluaran Sony ini, walaupun aku punya kepribadian yang lembut dan manis :) tapi bukan berarti aku lemah...Saat ini adalah saat terberat dalam hidupku. Aku sedang didera masalah hidup yang terkadang membuatku berpikir kalo penderitaanku ini tiada akhir dan hidupku akan segera berakhir. Namun aku sadar, ini adalah pelajaran hidup yang berharga. Hal inilah yang membuat kita menjadi manusia seutuhnya, yang membuat tawa dan bahagia yang kita rasakan di masa yang datang akan terasa benar-benar berarti. Yang juga akan membuat kita ingat untuk bersyukur...Adalah sulit untuk melawan ketidakadilan, juga menahan segala rasa sakit karena perlakuan orang-orang yang memanfaatkan ketidakberdayaan kita...Dari apa yang aku alami saat ini aku belajar banyak tentang kesabaran, harapan dan kepercayaan. Walau aku marah, kesal dan sangat sedih, tapi aku tidak akan membalas. Aku memilih untuk fokus pada hidupku..Bagaimana untuk meningkatkan kualitas hidupku..belajar untuk tidak terjebak pada keadaan yang sama lagi...


Over those nightmares or even sleepless nights, over all of those tears and pain, I believe I'll stay strong and never lost hope...No matter what the circumstances of life, I'll survive and will stronger each day!

Because it's me...I won't give up easily...

* This true life story is specially for Because it's me contest, brought by Sony Indonesia and Female Daily. Click here for more information, or found out more on their twitter @SonyIndonesia and @Femaledaily

Best Friend's Wedding :)

Happy Wedding...

with Yudiss...

pardon the messy plates ;p

OHhhhh me so cubby!! >,<

What I wore :

• Dorothy Perkins dress
• Unbranded clutch and necklace worn as bracelet 
• Tony Bianco Stud Heels
• H&M Cardigan

Congratulation for you both, wish you the never ending happiness....


xo,
V

I LoVe Pink & Red!

Payung..oh payung...

Another story of my weekend getaway...

Berawal dari ide iseng ai ngajakin ke cibubur yang disambut gembira oleh gw walo awalnya gw agak ragu...haaahhhh??? Cibubur?? tumben ajah dia yg ngajak..biasanya jg gw begging2 sampe gelantungan biar bisa jalan ke luar kota hehehe,,

So, sepanjang jalan gw masih dipenuhi dengan keraguan dan penasaran....*lebay.com! :D

Apakah..apakah doi cuma mau ngerjain gw ajah...Maksud hati hendak melototin jalanan, eh malah ketiduran..hihihi..bangun2 udah mo nyampe gerbang Kota Wisata ajah...

"Ehh...jadi beneran nihhh kita kesini..??" teriak gw kaget..dan cuma dijawab senyum bangga olehnya...walo heran kenapa dia harus bangga (gw jg ga ngerti sampe skrg hehehe), tapi gw seneeennggg banget donks...akhirnya keluar jg dari jakartah!!

Sebenernya Kota WIsata CIbubur ini kan perumahan yah, tapi sesuai judulnya emang bener kita bisa wisata kecil disini...Ga hanya jalanan asri penuh dengan taman sepanjang jalan masuk, tapi juga ada suatu tempat bernama China Town di dalam kawasan tsb.

Ada apa disana?? Ada danau kecil yang dekoratif..kenapa gw bilang dekoratif? karena ada castle bridge sekaligus dinosaurus raksasa di tengah danau! :D Danau ini bisa kita telusuri menggunakan perahu berkepala naga atau bebek dayung yang tersedia di sisi danau dengan biaya sewa sekitar Rp.20.000...

Dan sepanjang mata memandang, banyak sekali kios-kios berderetan di area tsb..dan yang paling anehnya, hampir semuanya jualan suatu barang yang kayanya barang wajib yaitu PAYUNG!! Sempat bingung, kenapa payunnggg bhoo? dan di tengah kebingungan gw, tiba2 hujan deras menerpa gw sama ai yang lagi menikmati pemandangan dari atas perahu..yaelahh perahunya bocor lagi, dan begitu gw sempat parno takut tenggelam..eh malah diketawain sama si bapak "nahkoda" nya -____-

Dia bilang, ga akan tenggelam karena jarak tempuhnya juga pendek...dddiiihhhh, gimana gw ga parno airnya udah semata kaki aja... huuhh...

Dan seperti yang bisa diduga, gw terpaksa beli payung biar ga basah kuyup sampe mobil... -__-

Mungkin ini menjawab tanda tanya besar tentang payung tadi yahh...mungkin mereka penganut fanatik "sedia payung sebelum hujan" hehehe...mungkin emang sering hujan kali yah disitu dan rata-rata pengunjung kebanyakan ga bawa payung..hehehe

Cotton Ink Top & Cardie, Zara pants, Longchamp Le plieage bag, Crocs Hanalei

How could I let "these feeling" go..?

They said it's a broken heart....

..when you suffering and have no desire to do anything normally when you loose a loved one....

But in my case, i don't even know what I'm really loosing...

Just have "these feeling" that torturing me every night...loneliness and sadness has become my friends at the night..I'm sad..I do really really sad for reasons which I also do not understand..

Ohh God..please help me.... :((

Cotton On dress, unbranded cardie, dorothy perkins chain bag, Everbest platform

Sea and the sky..

I always love the sea, beach and blue sky..my getaway..

Gina's Wedding Day

Attending Gina & Eri wedding day two weeks ago..

I was worn my Own Design Kebaya and Maxi Skirt.. :) I love the tradition of "seragam nikah" where we, the friends, could wear the same theme outfit with various design according to our each taste. And me of course, so excited to make my design to be real. I'm so happy when I know my design is ready to wear after waiting for a month for production. I immediately went there and my smile widened when I finally touch and try it on me... hehehe...
The idea of the design is a kebaya gown, but I still want to had kain batik as the bottom sometimes so instead of one piece kebaya gown, I decide to made long kebaya as a top and mix it with same color tone maxi skirt. As Gina give me the material for kebaya, bustier and kain batik for bottom so I had to bought another material for the skirt.
So glads it's fits me well, I was affraid to wear a mxi skirt or maxi dress before because of this petite body ;p

Then I read the tips on how to wear maxi for petite...

First, wear a maxi which its length almost cover half of your shoes or even more long so it will cover all over your shoes to make a taller impression..

2nd, wear a high heels or in my case a comfy wedges to help you walk gracefully.. :)

Wisata Kuliner

Today trip :

Went to my favorite place to eat at my old boarding house..it's a sunny day, it's a fun day! :)

I'm happy b'coz I brought some of my friends with me. it's rarely happens lately since we are very busy in these past few months.

Cotton Ink sophie tank in midnite blue viscose, unbranded bolero & pants, longchamp le plieage bag, Crocs hanalei wedges

And what I found when I went back to office? It's a package from Sunsilk as I won the 1st Biweekly session of Sunsilk Fab10 contest. So here the prizes.... :) Thanks Sunsilk!

For you guys who want to join & vote for me, feel free to visit the Fab10 website here..

The package contains :

1. Soft & Smooth Shampoo

2. Hair Fall Solution Shampoo

3. Black & Shine Shampoo

4. Soft & Smooth Conditioner (2 pcs)

5. Black & Shine Leave On Conditioner

6. Damage Hair Treatment Serum *my favorite! :)

7. Hair Fall Solution Mask (2 jars)

I think I don't need to buy any of hair product in 4-6 months..hehehe..these are all I need! :)

Again, thanks Sunsilk..Love you full....! :D

Night...

The Last Weekend

This photos are from my last weekend, when I went to Jakarta to meet friends.. :)
It's taken at Rest Area Km 97 Cipularang. Nice Place anyway..

Cotton Ink Tristripe Shawl, unbranded baby pink leather jacket & top, Crocs Hanalei wedges.

Echanting Batik..

As I promise you before, I'll post my look when I'm wearing Mimo's batik. This is it....!!

1. Thursday - the lovely Kinar skirt

I paired grey kinar that I had with a fuchsia shirt from The Executive..such a lovely couple.. :))

Kinar have a sash which can be tied to back side to be a pretty ribbon.

2. Friday - the cute Gadis tank top

I got a formal appearance with a touch of sweet batik, Gadis is absolutely as sweet as her name.

Although the color is pink, the stripe pattern successfully give me the formal tone while the batik combination just play around and makes the top really pretty. Kinda like it, my sweetest tank top ever! Oh ya, on this photo I pair it wth Atmosphere pants & thrifted blazer.

3. Saturday - the Goddess Dewi top

Yeahh....I must went to office at saturday cuz we have to prepare some matters regarding to the Big thing which will come to our office on Monday. It doesn't make me down but precisely made me so excited because I had a chance to wear Dewi to the office! yay!! :D

Moreover, I don't have any events or important things on this weekend..Not even a date...huhuhu...but well, our relationship is fine. He just has a family gathering. So it's perfectly ok for me and we called it "pas banget..." hehehe..

Back to Dewi..Actually the row of buttons located on the back but I purposely wore it reversed for creating a formal impression, the back side at the front and vice versa.. :)

Voillaaaa....Now Dewi becoming the shirt with buttons..!! :D Just pair it with my another Atmosphere black pants.

The stylish Kids..

Still, at the last day of Sony Step Up Leader Roadshow I found one interesting thing, that so many stylish kids around me at Paris Van Java...They went there with their parents, walking around and shopping! There you go, some of them...

Step Up your Life..!

Hi people....!!! Long time no see....I miss you!

Been so busy lately, didn't even have time to watch tv or read a book or doing scrubbing like I usually do in my spare time. I'm currently participating on Step Up Leader Contest held by Sony VAIO and last sunday was the last day of the 14-day roadshow. Yes, it's 14 days in 3 weeks at 4 diferent places. Ouhh, I'm really tired divided my time for the contest and the other thing which also basicly important : my work. Nevertheless, I am still happy because among the 3-week roadshow I could take my anual leave from office for one week just for concentrated on the contest and it also means refreshing for me.. I feel like I'm on vacation, not doing the office routine,and feel other experience on my days..And guess what .. Ai comes two times on two weekends and we have great time together, including finding a new place as an escape place When We need a little silence. I should not tell you where it is, so it will be still "our escape place" hehehe..

Now, I'm back to my daily activities at office and stay awaits the announcement of result from the contest...Wish me luck guys! :)

Unbranded tank top, bangles & cardigan, LM for Hardware Tank Dress, Dorothy Perkins Flap Bag, Crocs Hanalei, Casio Watch