What sorry can do..?

"Just because you say your sorry, doesn't mean it's ok...
You say that just because you have nothing to say than sorry..
Sorry is just a word you find easy to say, so you say it anyway...
...but sorry doesn't help us..and sorry won't undo all the good gone wrong, my dear.."


your sorry doesn't help my heart...



-credit to morrissey-

..Quote of the day..

"..My body keep shaking..

..Maybe it's not from the weather outside,

but from my heart inside.."



from deep down inside my heart..

xo,
V

My Little Valentine...

Cotton Ink two tone dress, ubranded military pink jacket, Perique rose skirt, F21 glass, necklace & shoes

Not such a romantic dinner, but I love the way we spend the night, the way we treat each other, the way we share our thoughts, happyness, tears and laugh! our quality time.. :)

"It's always you...and it will always be you...."

I'm on Dream Land

One day full of dreams.. I've been dreaming of so many same dreams..
Maybe, I just miss you...

Zara TRF oversize shirt, unbranded bag, legging and kintted shawl

Gundah Gulana.. :(

It's been two weeks since the last time I meet Ai and he told me about the bad fact we must face.
Feel like the gravitation was gone and I can't step my foot on the ground anymore..
I can't sleep well, eat and smile and big laugh like before... :(

You said that I'm a strong girl..
That I can deal with this situation..

Don't you know..??
That you're my power??
So you know what is the end, rite?

Story behind the party...

Late Posting...

Actually, that day (May 24th, 2010) when Hilton 1st anniversary was held was my boyfriend Ai's birthday too..
He was at Bandung from 1 day before and went back to Jakarta at the night when Hilton party was held.
I did really want together with him at the party but since it was a private party so I couldn't. So he just drop me to Hilton and will be back to pick me up when the party was over at 9 pm and he could back to jkt at 10. That was the plan, but when he came back at 9 pm, the party wasn't over yet so we decided to say little goodbye to each other at the moment and he just went without took me home first and I will be home by myself then.

I don't know why I'm so sad that night when he went back to Jakarta, like I will miss him forever..
He was so nice at those two days we spend together and as usual he never ask me special things for his birthday.
Not like me who always want so many many many things from him hehehe
He just said that belong together with me is enough to make him happy at that day..uuhhh...so touching my heart..hiks..
Now I realize why I love you more each day sayangku...

Dear you,
The light of my life..

Happy Birthday to you
Wishing you all the wonderfull things in your life...
Semoga panjang umur, sukses dan sehat selalu sayang..

Love you,

Vine (like u always call my name)

2AM. May 25th, 2010.

have no idea..

Sebuah pertanyaan masih belum terjawab olehmu..
pertanyaan yg aku tanyakan hampir setiap hari..
setiap saat..
tentang janjimu..
tentang kita..
kalau sekarang kau memilih untuk tidak menjawab,
kenapa aku hanya diam..
aku ingin bersikukuh,ngotot...
tp ntah kenapa jiwa ku enggan..
dan membiarkan kau pergi...
dan aku hanya diam di sudut ini menatap punggungmu..
yang semakin lama semakin hilang dari pandanganku..
dan sekarang tidak ada air mata lagi yang menyertaimu..
tanpa doa yg khusuk pula..