How could I let "these feeling" go..?

They said it's a broken heart....

..when you suffering and have no desire to do anything normally when you loose a loved one....

But in my case, i don't even know what I'm really loosing...

Just have "these feeling" that torturing me every night...loneliness and sadness has become my friends at the night..I'm sad..I do really really sad for reasons which I also do not understand..

Ohh God..please help me.... :((

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