Learn to Laugh...

Just received an email from my colleague this morning. There's something interesting there, inspiring quotes from two legendary people. Maybe it's just a coincidence, but those words are something i look all this time to keep me sane and strong.

I don't know how to say this, right now I am struggling from my severe life problems and experiencing tremendous pain. I can't help my self to stop suffering from this unfair situation, it's keep rolling in my head and make me really sick. I am so so sooo angry!

But lately, i feel like i want to thank God, because I feel He always guard and guide me in through every phases of my life, even in my every little step. Allah is so kind to me.. Sometimes, he gives me huge happiness so that made me feel like flying and became the luckiest people on the earth. But he is also generous to give me another life lessons from sorrow, failure and loss. Indeed, I am sick, devastated and suffering, however i get a lot of valuable lesson from there. 

I always believe that everything happens for a reason. Recently, I lost someone important in my life, I feel really down like my life was not meaningful anymore. I can't eat, I can't sleep, i even don't know how to smile and laugh anymore...my life is like a disaster! It's very hard to lose someone but the heaviest thing is how to rearrange your heart, rise up and smile again. All this time, I used to living independently. I always trying to resolve my problem on my own, no matter how hard it is. I'm trained to survive, tough and fight my problems in my whole life. But really, this time i felt that it's outside my capacity, i can't handle it, i can't think clearly and got to thinking that this is the end of everything. Apparently there are things that we can not handle alone, we need people to help us to survive and stand up. I'm grateful I still have family and true friends  who accompanied me through all of this. Thanks for being there for me... 


At this time, the pain has not gone yet and i still traumatized by what happened. But I know, I'll survive, I'll rise up, I'll stand up and some day I will lift my chin, smile and said : " I'm fine now"


Adolf Hitler once said : "Anyone can deal with victory. Only the mighty can bear defeat."
continued by Napoleon Hill : "When defeat comes, accept it as a signal that your plans area not sound, rebuild those plans, and set sail once more toward your coveted goal."